M63 seeks an almost U U ish m that lives in Chelmsford plea, Great Baddow – 63

Hi I'm ben 63 please read, I'm seeking a U=U or almost !,gay male 35+, must live alone. Ok so I'm married but in a sexless relationship. I'm free couple of days a week daytimes and every other weekend sat and Sun again daytimes only, I can't ever do evenings. Ok so I'm not new to this but don't meet much because I hate all the sneaking about that happens with married bi men. What I'm hoping for is something more relaxed something more than a fuck and go, something more sensual , slower more explicit more unembarrised, grown up . More about trust ,A man who is not to shy about making it known he wants to fuck me and cum inside without a condom on .iv always been a bottom so I very much hope for a top, and up untill now iv ALWAYS used condoms EVERY time because im not on Prep,but with the right man I want to go without condoms and enjoy the closeness that must bring, I also love the thought of showering together and massages rimming edging and everything else. I also very much want to explore my feelings about sexuality within moments of me cumming , and that could only happen with someone understanding . So you see it could only happen if you have your own place, I would also love to hear your thoughts likes dislikes, text chat for a while first etc . I'm intelligent kind understanding and living in hope xxx please get in touch x now thanks xxx but text only please xxx have me !